Sacred spaces and bad omen...

Sacred spaces and bad omen.....

She just got back home from a tiring day at work..She looked around.. It was a tough day..... One of those days when u feel u gave your 100% but still got back cheated...There was that strong hurt inside her .. It was just not going away....Like a reflex she reached out for him.. Just like she always did... Like a habit.. She turned to her confidante .. Her friend.. Almost her Dear Diary..To share..or to get an assurance..she poured her heart out to him like always.. Groping for a flicker of hope.. A tiny indication that will give her a reason to be hopeful..something that will tell her that he understands her need for this reassurance.. . That he understands her hurt.. But instead what she got was the same harshness that she was experiencing around her..... . She could sense that familiar apathy in his response.. That same . Accusing tone .. The binaries of "u" and " us " suddenly became visible between her and him.. She was aghast to see that binary appear all of a sudden between her and him as well..The last place she expected it to appear! ..she somehow thought the space between her and him was sanitized .. It was full proofed against these sort of binaries..it was above all this..Her only unconditional confidante..her only sacred space where she could fearlessly speak.. Where she could open her layers without the apprehension of being judged or getting hurt..It almost jolted her.. Badly..to see even this sacred space being violated .. Being touched by the same binaries.. she whispered to herself . .. " if binaries can develop in this sacred space of mine then indeed its time to brace up for worst times ".. " it's a bad omen " she whispered to herself and bravely decided to brace herself for it..